Chapter Three Part 21

I felt like I were where I was supposed to be,but I knew I had to go back to Norway sometime... "I`m happy about saying it too."I said as I heard my cellphone ringing. I picked it up and saw that it was Miranda. "Miranda... What`s new?"I asked when I answered. "Camilla,Kristin`s  Parents are here."said Miranda. "Okay. What are they saying?"I asked. "They want to turn off the machines,because they said that she didn`t want to be kept alive."said Miranda.
"I don`t know what to say."I said. "I didn`t know what to say either,but now the doctor is here."said Miranda and looked at the doctor. "Okay,Call me when it`s over."I said. "Okay."said Miranda and hung up. I just layed my head back down on the pillow and looked over at the window. "Camilla,what did Miranda say?"asked Michael and got closer to me because he wanted to hold me.
"They are going to turn off the Machines. Kristin`s Parents are there now."I said as I turned around and layed my head on Michael`s chest. "Oh my god,I`m so sorry."said Michael and held my hand. "This is all my fault. I should have been dead,not Kristin."I said and were really sad.


"Don`t say that,Camilla. I need to be with you."said Michael and wondered what he could do to make me smile and be happy. "I know,Michael. You told me before. Love you for telling me that."I said. "I want to make you happy for the rest of your life,Camilla. I don`t like seing you so sad. I want to make you feel good."said Michael and got on top of me. "Michael,Are you sure you want to do this? We don`t have to rush this."I said as I felt his body against mine.
"You don`t want to? I just need to show you how much I love you,because I`m scared that you will leave me."said Michael and got tears in his eyes while he was still laying there on top of me. "I love you,Michael. I want you so much. Yes,I want to do this,only with you."I said and felt that he was apart of me.
"Only with me? Oh my god,I feel so good with you. Camilla,I want to give you all."said Michael. "Yes,I only feel like this for you."I said as Michael looked into my eyes. "Really?"said Michael. "Michael,I never thought I would get this close to you."I said and turned around when Michael layed back down beside me.
"Camilla... I want you,love you and need you so much. Even more after spending the night and this morning with you."said Michael and looked over at me.
"I feel the same way,Michael."I said as I had tears in my eyes that I didn`t want Michael to see. "Is something wrong,Camilla? Turn around so I can see you."said Michael and kissed my back and shoulder.
After a while I turned around and looked at Michael. "Michael,I haven`t felt like this for anyone before. You just make me feel like I`m worth something,when I really feel worthless. I have felt worthless for a really long time."I said and wanted to turn around again. Michael stoped me before I could and said"Camilla,you are not worthless. You mean alot to me. I wish I knew you when I was younger,
I could have saved you from the bullies."said Michael.
"I know you do,Michael."I said and just layed there on my back looking up at the ceiling.